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Hopelessness
04:32
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Day #1: I woke; I got no hope
There was no one that I could turn to
No reason to call or see you
Just a continuum to pass through
Saw no way out; riddled with doubt
Living with the never-ending fear
I did declare to brittle air, “Hope is a lie & there’s nothing out there!”
Nothing but tragedy & hate
Carry the fate we re-create
Data is power
It’s not too late
There is no way, there is no way
Then again, Day #2: my eyes!
They realised all of the negative shit has been running me down
Spinning me round
Relief in knowing that one day I’d kill myself – I needed help
(I need your help)
I turned to you
We went to the park
Started to cry - apologised
You said “There’s nothing to be sorry for”
So much of me had been shut down
Repression kills
Got to let it out
You said, “It’s OK, just take your time.”
Out of my mind, out of mind
I cannot live with hopelessness
In hopelessness
Where to begin when everything hidden within is an avalanche?
Start anywhere, we’ll go from there
Day #3 was my first appointment & it went pretty well
So much to tell
I need something to look forward to
Put in the work
The dirt & hurt
They can’t deny my right to be alive
Out & about
I’ll shout it out
I cannot live any time but now
Where have I been & where do I go?
Fucked if I know
Fucked if I know but here we go
I will not live with hopelessness
I cannot live
I cannot die
I don’t know why
You give me hope
Somewhere to go
I can see that I need to be happy & hopefully we’ll be free
From hopelessness
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2. |
Nine Ladies
02:27
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I have faith in the sun
I will soak up the rain
No nobility in pain
I was wrong
When looking back, don’t stare
You have always been here
There is time to save this & each other, lover
Love all the sun
Love all the rain
An unquiet brain
Do you love yourself?
I can offer some help
I will always be here for you
(If you want me to)
Find a single foxglove
Go to peer down it’s throat
I cannot help myself
Curiosity will be the death of me
Love all the sun
Love all the rain
An unquiet brain is divine
I’m overcome
Thus I succumb to such bigger stuff than any of us
Needed peace from drama
Nine ladies & calmer
When I need to be away
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Taraa
02:45
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Summer says I’m selfish & maybe she’s right
I won every battle where I didn’t fight
Beginnings are blind when there’s no end in sight
Taraa to you summer
All the fuss is over
I’m buried alive
The ocean is howling as its getting cold
In my defence helpless the more I get old
So I took to the streets for one last sip of gold
Taraa to the ocean; all is forgiven
You make me feel bold
Since leaving you Summer all I done is wept
I’m naked & scared & you’re all I’ve got left
I tried being a man & what a big crock of shit
Taraa again Summer, you will be my lover til our little death
Til our little death
Taraa little death
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Spring
06:16
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Ecce!
O the time is leaving
Though I needed no more than a breath
Lifted up onto the ceiling
When it came back in there was nothing left
All I know now is that I don’t know anything about anything
Within reason, one by one all of the little leaves begin displaying
Must be the reason why I am covered in blood
Get the feeling this might be reason why you’re looking at over me like I am a ghost
Let my enemies know for sure, you are the sun
April, the spring is fleeting
A spectacle in abundance
Our nature is in leaving
Our resplendence is overcome
April, the spring is fleeting
A spectacle in abundance
Our nature is in leaving
You are the sun
If I could change anything then I’d be out of the picture
I want you to be something
From despair – it will be better
If I could change anything then I’d be out of the picture
I want you to be happy
You are the sun
We were running out of time
In the spring
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