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Appendix

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    Third album from multi-instrumentalist and the conclusion of a trilogy along with Good Grief and Aye!

    Pressed on clear vinyl and in a full colour sleeve with insert, the album contains single Don't Do It To Yourself, and also features contributions from Haiku Salut, Richard J. Birkin, Shelley Jane Newman (Mighty Kids, GodNo!), and Danielle Ross (Pet Crow).

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1.
Appendix A 03:19
2.
Appendix B 04:32
Barrelling down a dark tunnel There is no light All they’re trying to do is help No light in sight Tearful end to a long goodbye Where there was light Must to keep moving on Onward! Toward the light What say you & I go get wrecked Like we used to Revel in a decadent excess Through some darkness Try my best to not remember Quite the fine plight All they’re trying to do is help They talk of light Somewhere heard the promise of light
3.
The Moment’s Gone Nodding off on the last bus home Shared a drink & then came home with scuffed knuckles It can wait We escape into scrapes Too late Us vs. World & her face Her face You don’t know At least you got to see her one last time Longing’s long It’ll pass; about done On the tip of yer tongue & the moment’s gone Hitch a ride Slip & slide on black ice Hug goodbye & her eyes Her eyes They don’t know But at least you got to see her one last time
4.
You know it & I know it You’re in a lorry on the driver’s side Hands clasped over yer tired eyes Both feet to the floor Headed for a wall Don’t do it to yourself I know she’s there with someone else I know you want to kill yourself I’m there for you if you need help Don’t do it to yourself I can’t bear to watch I know it hurts Know you think that it can’t get any worse I’m well aware that she comes first It’s her or hearse as far as you’re concerned But I will listen to your ills Yer friends keep plying you with pills Can’t tell if they think they’re trying to help Don’t just keep it to yourself Know what she is going to say Wish your pain would go away If not for me then do it for your health Please don’t do it to yourself Can’t bear to watch I love you too much
5.
Trawpse 08:02
All that is dead to me You’ll be the death of me too Ont footpad I come too, through a clearing in the dew Int a chapel yard Grey Yay, I been trawpsin’ for days Fog clouds weigh heavy Can barely see in front of me O sorrow O sorrow A Rook just said to me Cawing, it beckon’d me to come before it Puffs of breath emanate out vox tubes Stood on a stone, relentlessly pecking out Morse code Cannonball eyes Goo ‘n ax ‘im & he just nods, no Come, follow Come, follow “You will find love” Push against sleet reen asking ‘em, “How long has it been?” “Who knows? For about as long as I can remember” Tell ‘em that I realised I no longer want to die Seems a bit scary Don’t know what to do with me sen O sorrow O sorrow “Nay mind, ye daft get No sorrow You will find love”
6.
Homestretch 05:20
We are dead forever For a short time we are clever enough to know that we’re never coming back Together Up in business Soon You know long Inner city Dead wrong You know wrong We don’t know (Why can’t we all just get along?) Soon You know long In a city Dead long You know alone We don’t know In yourself is kept Likely for the best Kept abreast On the edge Ahead’s the homestretch We don’t know Kept telling myself Kept it to yourself On repeat: “Hope never got anything done” We don’t know Looking straight ahead Up unto your dead Leaden head & the rest Dead weighing a tonne We don’t know So long, it’s been fun Guess I might have been wrong Soon
7.
Minutiae 03:10
I can be your sandwich & you can be my window Dug from cobbled stone Resplendent with neglect I confess to little regret By my Sunday best So demand compliance as I stumble overthrown to avoid a show Wreck my niece’s birthday party by exhuming & dumping her puppy’s bones Either came from heaven or a seven & eleven But the snake eyes, they remain Watching you It either came from heaven or a seven to eleven But the snake eyes, they remain Watching you
8.
A Tether 04:51
Forever teetering on a precipice ‘Tis bliss She sees it’s me Rips me to pieces “You’re tattered, torn, frail & worn” Takes a rope, frayed & old Tethered torso to torso She pulls me up, pulls on the rope Until we safe in embrace “Don’t you ever do that again, you big numpty!” Never leave me We keep each other at the end of a tether
9.
- 00:57
10.
Apricity 06:51
She loves the sun on her face Reflects over the room Swarms of air brush her cheek & absorb what we do So much to say So much to see Petals raise up their heads Branches reach out their leaves Bound by gravity A sullen sea of trees So much to say So much to see It was always you

about

The third & final installment in a trilogy of albums about grief.
This particular one is specifically about death etc.
Our sincerest gratitude goes out to anyone who gives it a listen.

Kisses.

credits

released April 6, 2018

Written & Performed by Maria Michael Machin

Engineered & Produced by Rich Collins & Robin Newman
Recorded & Mixed @ Snug Recording Co
Mastered @ Subsequent Mastering

Strings Arranged & Conducted by Richard J. Birkin

Vocals on ‘The Moment’s Gone’… Shelley Jane Newman
Vocals on ‘Don’t do it to Yourself’… Danielle Butterflies
Drums… Rich Collins & Oli Craven
Strings… Deirdre Bencsik, Clare Bhabra, Peter Leighton Jones, Jacquise Anthony
Fiddle… Sarah Matthews
Accordion…Louise Croft
Trumpet…Gemma Barkerwood
Vibraphone…Sophie Barkerwood
Clarinet…Emmie Chadwick & Gemma Bower

The Lonely Fools & Crazy Horses Vocal Ensemble…
Emmie Chadwick, Tomas Ward, Callum Holmes, Louise Croft, Sophie Barkerwood, Gemma Barkerwood, Russell Lomas, Jonathan Holmes, Jo Lewis, Leigh Dawber & Danielle Butterflies

Photos… Dan Wheeler
Design & Layout… Jim Cork
Artwork… Triona Doyle
Flower Pressing… Ann Murray
Released by Reckless Yes Records

Dedicated to Michael Murray

Thank you!
Russell Lomas, Leigh Dawber, Sarah Lay, Pete Darrington, Paul Beal, PET CROW, Lara Elliot, Dani Martin, QUAD, all the ‘Fleeting’ cast & crew, Amy Burchell, Luke Bell, Linda@Insight, Fam obvs, Connor Francis Wallis, Sian Morrell, Maria Bamford, Haiku Salut & Alex Bowen

Special Taa: Hayley Rachael Walsh

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